So I had my first official Mother's Day yesterday! Matt went all out and got me some very nice things. Pictured you'll see the necklace that Katie got her mommy! Gee, how did she know? Only two months old and she already knows to get her mom jewelry. What a smart cookie she is. From Matt and the boys I got a Tassimo coffee maker, also something I was dying to have. You can't beat the perfect cup of coffee every time! Matt also has hot chocolate on order so the whole family can enjoy it. The oh so lovely picture of me and Katie is from Mother's Day. I swear that girl is going to think someday that her mom never showered or did her hair. Maybe someday I can get Matt to take a picture of me when i'm dressed and look human.
Tomorrow Katie goes in for her two month appointment and gets shots. I'm not sure how i'll get through that appointment hearing her cry! Poor little girl!!! (and poor mom!!) I'll be interested to see how much she weighs and talk to the ped about how much she should be eating. She seems hungry all the time and i'm not sure if i'm not feeding her enough or if she's just a little piggy??? I don't want to overfeed her or underfeed her. Oy, the joys of parenting... The last time I was in the doctor told me to feed her when she's hungry but I think she'd weigh 25 lbs by now if I fed her every time she wanted it!
So how weird is this but I have one frozen bag of breast milk left and I just can't bear to use it. It's like all that work I did, all the sickness, the pumping, the crying, the trying to get her to latch on, it's all gone and done. I feel bad because i'm not providing the "proper" nourishment to my daughter. It's harder for her to poop now on the formula and I feel so bad! I know many a baby has lived and thrived on formula so I need to stop beating myself up, but i'm sad I couldn't nurse her. And in a year who will care... she'll eventually be done with the bottle and it really won't even matter!!!
Monday, May 14, 2007
Mother's Day!
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